Smaaaa.
Warning: This blog may be in Crypto from planet George(the planet he refers to as where he came from that makes sense and is familiar)
Viewers note: This could be interesting watching the subject deal with growth as he types.
We now tune into our blog for today.
Growth. Hmph.
Still ponds of unresolved issues gently simmering in the deep are nice. Peaceful, pretty things to look at sooth the soul and ignore.
ISSSUEEES. (with slurred tonge) when they bubble up. (in plain english here) SUCK.
uh oh, WARNING SIGN: Hello bipolar viewers, this is a yellow caution light on the control panel, it’s blinking growth opportunity is occurring(the fine print indicates when investigated closer; deal with explore this NOW, or wait till it goes Booga boooga grab smack.)
Busy-ness, other priorities, it’s not the right time yet, are all great pastimes I engage in when back issues are simmering.
Presently stuff I would rather ignore and forget has surfaced. AND guess what????
This time I have manifested a great conscious group of individuals to help coach me thru it, Yeah!!!
oh cripes, you mean its explore affirm feel watch allow time?
Yup.
Breeeeathe George. DEEEEp breaths, breath in, hold, stay with the feeeling alllow it. I know it’s scary, now let out the breath.
repeat.
When an unresolved issue emerges with bipolar, I know, trust me on this one, from many years of any and every kind of distraction I can come up with, it’s best to line up support, write it out, breathe it out, and figure out what I don’t like, let it go as best I can, visualize what I do want, and let it in gently by taking baby steps towards the positive.
The benefit of many dark gifts from my past, is knowing first hand how negative behavior feels and affects others.
Knowing what it feels like to pass on negative experience to others quickly brings clarity to what I want and don’t want to create for myself and others.
I want, healthy relationships. More specifically, a healthy intimate relationship with a special someone.
AAAAAGh, no George don’t say that how dare you be so open you freakin me out man.
ha ha, bugaboo is out.(insert breath here for George(breathe for him please))(thank you)
While being functional as an individual, ie being able to balance out my swings enough to provide abundant food, shelter, water, fun and lots of adventure while I manifest dreams, is my Forte’.
Healthy long term intimate relationships, is my biggest area of growth opportunity.
After many sucessful disasters, I’m a bit gunshy and jaded.
Yet, hiding in a cave forvever, enjoying the abundance and the healthy friendships I have created won’t cut it either.
Why?
Because I’m never satisfied with surviving. I thrive. Bipolar used to be a huge negative for me. But since it’s become such a huge spiritually motivating practise for me, I aim to thrive and enjoy life in every aspect I possibly can.
Even though I have much growth opportunity ahead of me in order to be in an intimate relationship, I know it is an important aspect of soul satisfaction to continue exploring until there is a big ahhh.
ok, that’s me for today, gently sitting in my urkiness, letting the bugaboos bubble, and receiving lots of support from healthy friends I am deeeply grateful for.
George
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