Toad verses Wolfpack

26 03 2010

“…the person who is most connected to Source energy will prevail to achieve a positive result.” Alan Cohen, A Daily Dose of Sanity.  March 26.

I dare say in moments like this, serenity is becoming my norm, deep relaxing peace.  My ocean waves sound machine, a good nights sleep, my favorite tea, and a moment to write a blurb.  Today is a day I will enjoy deeply, and fill my inner coffers with relaxation.  I’ll be walking around doing things, but I don’t feel any monsters clamoring to get out.

My “buddies”, must have noticed that I came to the worksite a bit off kilter from my recent class, and they have done their best to dig under my skin, but the affect of the last year of withdrawing myself from the human wolf pack has kicked in.

How awesome is that?  About a year or so ago, I observed how uncomfortable it felt inside me to have people tease me and try to get under my skin.  I no longer wanted this experience in my life.  So first I noticed how I teased others.

I was resistant to withdraw my claws and fangs from verbally goading others.  Then I observed it wasn’t everyone, just a few of us that continually practiced on each other and it occasionally spilled out on to innocent bystanders.

So I named it the wolf pack, and began withdrawing, physically removing myself or being quiet in the presence of the “games”.

And recently, they now call me a toad.  I just sit and smile or ignore them.

Yesterday one came by and said, “I heard you have a new nickname now, it’s___,” It was derogatory, and I just smiled and said, “it’s so nice to know I have a fan club concerned about updating my nicknames.”

The energy dissipated, and I just hopped along as a happy toad.

RRRRRibit,

George


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